Nathan Stubblefield Earth battery/Self Generating Induction Coil Replications

[electricme]

Hi all,

I just want to share something with you all, totally unrelated to free energy which has had a huge impact on me in the last 24 hours and is the topic of the day and will be for weeks to come in our town.
I live in a little town of about 23 houses with about 50 people, we all know each other very well, if someone sneezes, we all know it.

Anyway yesterday my neighbour over the road went and hung himself.
So who do you think found him? his wife did, her terrible screams brought rapid help, by the time they cut him down, it was too late.

For years, Les would walk our streets with his little dog, in the late afternoon in the cool of the day, almost every day, stopping in to speak to anyone, one of the friendliest people I knew and almost fearless of man or beast, he was on the wagon (given up the grog) and we all thought the world of him and his family.

I went and visited his wife, and family have arrived to support her, but the question we are asking, why?
I appears he worked all his life, he was in his mid 60s, recently retrenched and couldn't find a job, it's so sad, the emotional wreckage he has left behind has to be experienced to believe.

So if there is anyone reading this, thinking of doing the same, then think again, because he has now passed his husband duties onto his wife to do. Mowing the lawn, working out the bills, living on her own for the rest of her life, putting the garbage bin out on the footpath, no one to share the long nights with and no one to talk to.

Now she is in shock, terrified, bewildered, upset, in a trance and at a loss for words, and the question she asks herself the most is WHY?

No one saw this coming, not even me.
So if you the reader needs help, then make an effort to find someone you can trust and confide in, don't take the selfish way out and leave wreckage for others to pick up the pieces.


jim

[IotaYodi]

I have been through this a few times with friends and one family member in his 30s. Mental anguish is a hard thing to recognize in a person who is covering it up. I think a lot of times it may be "Is this all there is". Which of course there is.
My sympathies to you and his. Suicides can be hard to deal with. 

[the_big_m_in_ok]

No one saw this coming, not even me.
So if you the reader needs help, then make an effort to find someone you can trust and confide in, don't take the selfish way out and leave wreckage for others to pick up the pieces.
jim

I've lost relatives to cancer in the past, so I can sympathise with your bereavement.  My condolences, jim (electricme).

--Lee

[kukulcangod]

 I moved away from a whole countrie's finanantial crisis after seeing my father losing everything he had worked for, but still I wouldn't dare to say that I understand such pain of loss, and I've had my share as well with a friend doing the same. I do hate times of financial distress like this, I did see it coming and that's why one of my many reasons for doing research is about to avoid this type of misery for the people, I'm taking care of my parents at a distance, I just know how desperate one might become, and I don't wish it even to my worst enemy. My father in law recently went throug a job loss at the same age, only his military background helped him again, so now he can retire in a short while, but it was really really hard, we must rebuild this country somehow, I feel good for I feel I'm doing something to help in other areas even if far away from home. At a certain age it becomes really difficult due to health problems to continue it is a grim future but we must actively search for solutions and never, never give up.
My best regards to all.

[kooler]

jim

about 9 years ago i used to hang out with a man that just turned 60 yrs old.. i used to help him fix stuff and chores..
well one evening i went to his house we was talking he said quess what.   i started drinking ? i said really..  why??
he said cause i won't be able to retire.. i said why is that..!!
he said cause i will be dead..  ( dr. said 6months or less )   cancer real bad..
talking was sadly slow from there.  the next day i took me a quart of shine with me to drink with him..
we were talking and drinking.. .. he asked how do you ride dirt bikes and atv's as crazy as you do.. anytime you could kill yourself..
i said yeah i need to quit riding so stupid like..  he asked again what goes thru your head.. i told him i got nothing to live for so i have nothing to look forward to.. he laughed..              two days later he    O.D. on morphine
     

so i helped his wife do alot of chores for months after his death..
me and her talked alot about everthing under the sun..
she said to me one day .. i have seen you with the worse of luck but you still smile.. i wish i was like you she said.. i told her i bet you a hunderd dollars you have lived alot cleaner life than me.. she told me that when your young you lose everything you just rebuild.. but when your old and lose it you want to be done with it..
she asked when you have a bad day and i ask you how you are doing you just tell me that you are living the dream..
how is that.. is it fake..    i said no ..    my moto is (expect the worse and never be disappointed)  ..
she asked .. was it my husbands death give you that line of thought.. i said no that i have had 48 close friends and family die on me and 27 of them died in front of me..  ( i was 22 yrs old at the time)     and she said . and your living the dream.. huh..  she said i wish i was more like you even more now.. i laughed and said i have done alot of wrong in my life so i know were i am going and i don't give a f**k..
and told her i knew where she was going and she would see him there..  i have alot of tears thinking of this.. ..
because she took her life the same way he did.. a three days later..
i still feel like i killed them for telling them my outlook of the world ..    so at one time i asked my self ''WHY'' so much.. i just about took my own life ..   but i am stronger than that..  i have something to die for now..

sorry i am sorry to hear about your friend..

robbie