speak this, out load.

[mad-[scientist?]]

the entities that "communicate" with me, are mostly positive.

they possess love, 
understanding,
forgiveness,
and wisdom."

Be careful nitinnun,

I know you probably don't want to hear another Christian spouting Bible verses but I'd feel remiss if I didn't add this.

"...Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light." 2 Corinthians 11:14 (New International Version)

I sincerely wish you all the best, but just keep this in mind. If there was a really bad entity (Satan or some other evil spirit if you will) which wanted to do you harm, would he come out and say it? Or would he be a little more subtle about it?

All the best